Painful Darkness
Late one night when i cound't sleep
woke up in the middle of the night
stared at the stars and asked them
why do you shine even when my life is dark
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Another night i couldn't sleep again
woke up the stars were not there
they heard me and didn't shine again
Now the stars are also in pain
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Later other night i couldn't sleep again
Woke up in the middle of the night
looked down at the moon in the lake of tears
why do you glow even when my life is dim
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Another night i couldn't sleep again
woke up the moon covered itself with the clouds
It heard me it didn't glow again
Now the moon is also in pain
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Now the night were dark and ugly
Everyone wondered what happened to them
I still thought staring at the sky they are still in pain
Actually it was not them it was me who was in pain
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Now the nights were better for me
I was always hidden in the dark
My fears always hidden inside me
And the lake of tears always filling on
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The days were still harder for me
The sun shone so bright i could burn my eyes
I wondered if the sun feels my pain
I hoped the sun just got lost in vain
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One noon the sun shone as if there were two
I wondered if i could ask why it shines so bright
I dared and asked the sun why are you so bright
When the night are so dark and i am so much in pain
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The sun did never shine again
I was so glad nodody could see me
nobody could see my tears
The world was all dark and so was my ife
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The darkness was good for me but not for all
The darkness brought destruction
Even then i was happy
I was so weird and didn't cared
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Years passed by the world still in darkness
Everyone in terror everyone in pain
A day came i had to go i was no more
Something amazing happend that day i hear
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The sun shone again as bright as it could
The moon started to glow as if its ready to blow
The stars started to shine and twinkle
Now i know i was never in pain
It was me who was the pain.
_________________________________________ insanely psycho
